ChOcOlAtE LoVeEe!!!

chap...chap..chap...
nga mnaip smbl mkn kepek ubi yg lemau+bminyk2..
hehehehehe
love?????
couple????
hurmmm,,,,,tlints nk bwat post nie cz rmey membe aq yg so caring sal aq tye ble aq nk couple???
ble ea?
honestly,,,,aq da mls nk pk sal nie tp ble owg tye of course automatik nye akn t'pk gk kn..
PHILOPHOBIA????huhu
nie hipotesis aq jerw la setelah aq teliti diri aq nie..
philophobia....takut jatuh cinta o bercinta...
erm..seng cte aq nie da ase serik kot cz penh kecewa dlu..huhu


sepanjang ingatan aq la,,,aq penah 2x jerw involve bab2 couple2 nie..ex bf aq yg pertame tue yg aq engt ktowg couple wktu befday aq..cm sweet jerw kn?hehe
tp wktu tue aq ni cam budk2 agy..dye lak tua 2taon dr aq..n nme dye asyraf...ktowg couple pown juz for fun..lme2 tue bwu la dye nk seyes tol2 ngan aq tp honestly aq xda pape perasaan kt dye..kmi couple tp jrg sgt contact..dye wat aq tertanye2 sm ade ktowg nie still couple o x..dye slalu off fon..n mse tue lak aq berkenalan ngan sowg mamat nie..aq kenl dye ngan nme iskandar zulkarnain o zul..dye pown tue 2 taon dr aq..aq mmg ske kwn ngan owg lbey tue dr aq cz dowg mtg ckit...mtg kerw??tp bley la...
mule2 kenl zul,,,aq xske sgt dye nie cz dye nie sosial sgt2..seng cte lifestyle ktowg mmg jaoh beza...cam dye nie owg bandar aq nie kg2 ckit,,cm gitu la..ble aq bg advice dye kte aq ustazah la pape la..tue yg xske sgt lyn dye..n lme2 ktowg kwn..dye ckp nk berubah n dye hope aq bley tolong dye tp time tue aq mmg da ckit la feeling kt mmt tue..hehe
asyraf lak trus senyp gitu jerw so aq pown mls nk pk agy sal tue tp aq still admit la aq ni gf dye agy law owg tye..blek semula cte sal zul,,aq byk la tolong dye tok ubah dye drpd bwat ksilpn2 yg leps....to be frank,,,aq ske kwn ngan zul coz dye nie jenis yg trus terg,understanding n selalu ade law aq nga da prob...zul totally different dri asyraf...agypown,,aq ngan zul banyak sgt persamaan...contohnye...nme ayh ktowg sme n ktowg lhir bulan yg sme..sweeettttt2 cm coklat!!!hehe

ngah dok syok layan muzik@ria kt astro..tbe2 aq dpt message dri zul...dye minx aq pggl dye abg tp aq xnak cz pertamenye dye bukn abg aq n dye bukn bf aq...aq bkn seng2 jerw nk panggil owg len ngan panggiln gitu..n then,,,dye msg agy n ckp dye ske aq nk aq jd gf dye....n dye minx maaf kt aq cz ckp cmtue cz dye taw aq da ade bf n dye ckp dye xnk ggu hubungan aq ngan bf aq....tapiiiiiii......aq ase waktu tue aq xbley nk lepaskan dye cz aq memg syg+ske kt dye...
mlm tue gak aq minx putus ngan asyraf but dye xckp pape pown..ble aq call,dye off n aq trus wat conclusion yg aq da xda pape ngan asyraf......ase kejam lak aq wat gitu kt asyraf..huhu
sejak tue,,,,bermula la percintaan aq ngan zul(ase segan lak)heheheh
ngan zul..he is the person that taught me about love...mmg aq syg gler kt dye...dye bukan sowg yg perfect tp aq sanggup terime kekurangan dye n dye sentiasa trus terg ngan aq n xda secret antre ktowg...aq taw idop dye dikelilingi rmey pompoan yg semestinye agy lbey cantik dri aq but aq trust dye n aq try ilangkan ase cemburu aq coz aq taw n aq aggap gurlz tue membe dye jerw...aq xnk cemburu aq akn bwat ktowg gado n aq xnk la mengokong dye sgt..

disebabkan aq nk pmr n dye lak nk spm so ktowg jrg contact....tp dye slalu la contact sgt tp aq mmg busy sgt ngan study so aq pown kurg la layan dye da..
waktu aq blik umah cuti hujung mggu,aq dpt taw yg asyraf msg aq tp fon aq pd akk aq so dye ckp kt akk aq yg dye syg sgt2 kt aq n dye gtaw sebab dye xcontact aq cz dye da mslh keluarga n ayh dye lak nga skit jantung..wktu tue aq ase bersalah gler bwat dye cmtue..but what can i do??npe bwu skg dye ckp??tp aq xcte pown sal nie kt zul n aq decide aq juz bley kwn jerw ngan asyraf...lme2 tue,,asyraf pown ilangkan diri mcm tue jerw..

abes jerw pmr,,,dak2 spm lak yg busy so aq dpt ase perubahan zul..tp aq xnk pk bukn2..aq aggp dye busy nk spm cz tue mse depn dye..tiap ari exm,,aq msg good luck kt dye...n lme2 lps tue...spm da abes da tp aq pelik npe dye lgsg xcontact aq n xreply msg aq...pdhl wktue tu aq mmg sgt perlukn dye n mcm2 benda aq nk cte kat dye tp dye da berubah sgt2..
stu hri tue da la dye msg aq...tnpe pgetahuan aq,akk aq msg dye n tye dye npe skg nk msg aq n dye gtaw kt aq yg dye da de gf len tp dye x sampey ati nk gtaw aq..n ble akak aq gtaw aq...aq ase btol2 kecewa n ase dkhianati....aq xphm npe xnk gtaw awl2??nk clash ckp jerw la kt aq n npe xnk bdepn ngan aq???npe nk soh akk aq yg smpeykn??
air mata aq sentiasa mglir n aq ase down sgt..ari2 aq dok perap kt bilik n mnanges pk sal dye..bwu aq taw slame cuti spm tue dye byk abeskn mse ngan pompoan tue...membe study group dye tue...n aq mule bgkit blik ble akk aq bg support n aq try lupekn dye...
hampir 3taon da,,,,tp aq lgsg xley lupekn dye...tiap ari tiap mse aq sentiase engtkn dye n ari kte clash n befday dye sentiase aq engat...


aq try lupekn dye ngan mint kt mamat2 encem kt skola...aq juz ckp kt kwn aq aq ske owg tue ske owg nie tp hakiktnye dlm ati aq hnye 'dye' yg aq nk...yg aq engt..yg aq syg...tp xpenh dpt lupekn dye n aq sentiase doakn dye agr tnpe aq dye x mgulangi ksilpn dye n kembli jdi dye yg dlu....sebab tue aq x berminat nk couple2 nie..xda perasaan da..
membe2 aq juz taw aq ske usha mamat tue la yg nie la tp seyesly tue juz cre tok aq lupekn zul tp aq xmampo..n skg aq sentiase try tok lupe n trus lupekn zul.....
ape2pown,,,aq bley ckp aq mmg xda perasaan tok sape2 n ati aq da tertutup tok bcinta...
cume aq sentiase berdoa tok dpt jodoh yg baek...
sekian.....
wassalam